To Forgive - The Smashing Pumpkins

Ten times removed
I forget about where it all began
bastard son of a bastard son of
a wild eyed child of the sun
and right as rain, I'm not the same but
I feel the same, I feel nothing
holding back the fool again
holding back the fool pretends
I forget to forget nothing is important
holding back the fool again
I sensed my loss
before I even learned to talk
and I remember my birthdays
empty party afternoons won't come back
holding back the fool again
holding back the fool pretends
I forget to forget nothing is important
holding back the fool again
I forget to forget me
I forget to forget you see
nothing is important to me
I knew my loss
before I even learned to speak
and all along, I knew it was wrong
but I played along, with my birthday song
holding back the fool again
holding back the fool pretends
I forget to forget nothing is important
holding back the fool again